inamorata. do you love me?

2004-09-30T22:01:00.000+08:00

PARALLEL-ITY

yes. i'm blogging.
at long last.
normally i'd have a lot to say,
but i just want to make this short.

i hate copycats.
did you know that?
just because i like something
doesn't mean you have to go like it too.
just because i've made a resolution
doesn't mean you go make a similar one
cause you think it's cool.
you change it, a litte,
and say it's yours,
but it's not.
and you take the credit.

so i'm changing my image.
and telling no one.
must you follow?
and tell the world
so they think you're the one
with the ideas?

i sure don't appreciate it.

you have no mind of your own.
get one.

i like j-rock.
must you follow?
i'm changing my outlook to be rock-ier.
must you follow?

you copy my everything.
and i'm going mad.

you pretend you understand what i rant
but you don't --
and i can tell.

just get lost.
leave me alone.

i'm myself.
i don't want a shadow.

you steal my idols,
my loves,
my hates,
my style,
what next?
my soul?

you may not know it.
but i hate you.
i try to be nice,
but it's a facade myself,
if i may say so.
i hate you.

i hate plagiarists,
groupies, whatever.
be original, damn it.

yes. DAMN. DAMN.
i'mswearing.
wanna copy that too?
DAMN YOU.
DAMN YOU.
DAMN YOU.

must you try and play a part
in everything i do?
it's MY originality.
i want to tell you to get your nose
OUT OF MY BUSINESS
but i don't.
and i don't know why.

actually, i do.
in school, i'm melly.
she's nice. funny. tolerant.

i'm ANNA.
ANNA BANANA.
ahahahaha.
YOU SO DO NOT
WANT TO MEET ME ON A DARK NIGHT.

i'm schizo.
did you know that?
want to copy that?
is having multiple personalities
very fun to you?

i'm talking to you.
yes, you.
i don't know your reasons
for wanting to be like me
BUT STOPPIT.
okay? just STOPPPIT.

i can't stand you.
neither can melly,
though she hides it.
melly has a shroud,
and wears it well.

STOP COPYING ME.
i hope you read this and know who you are.
cause i can't take it any more.
i go to pains to find my own originality
and you TAKE IT ALL AWAY
YOU DO YOU DO YOU DO.

I HATE YOU.
KUTABARE YOU.
KUTABARE YOU.
DIE. BURN. ROT.
I DON'T CARE.
I'M NOT MELLY.
I'M NOT NICE.
AHAHAHAHA.

sorry. lost it a bit.
but let anna continue.

i'm schizo.
AHAHAHAHHA.
i'm sarcastic
and I HATE YOU.
i hate copycats.
LEAVE ME ALONE.

you STOLE ALL MY DREAMS
WHAT MORE DO YOU WANT?

you don't know me.
i'm anna.
not melly.
DO YOU HEAR ME?

i hate you.
STOP IT LEAVE ME ALONE
STOP BUGGING ME.

i like sylvester
so you do too.
i don't mind,
he needs fans.

but the way you copy
EVERYTHING I DO.
i can't take it.
the way i changed my image in
my clothes, my writing,
MUST YOU BE THE SAME?

so it's MY definition of cool.
MY definition.
steal that.
go ahead. TAKE IT TAKE IT.
CAUSE YOU ALREADY HAVE.

this is an angst entry.
let it be.
I JUST NEED TO LET YOU KNOW
HOW MUCH I HATE COPYCATS.

don't be me.
cause i am.

there. i let anna express.
hope she wasn't mean.

copycat, i hope you realise,
and GET A LIFE.
YOUR OWN.

i'm alternating now.
between melly and anna.
maybe M, and D, and kismet,
and masque, and shi, and liss
and all the other personalities will take over.

don't let malice in.
please no no no no.
she's gone, right?
buried deep inside my mind.

mind? what mind.
AHAHAHAHAHA.

pendulum. swingswingswing.
back and forth on your string.
who are you?
moving too fast to know.
ahahahahah. madness.
quiet cacophony of sound
takes over me.

i'm gone. before i leave,
vote for sylvester.

it'll be the last thing i do.

-kismet.
BURNish me, feed my soul
to that inferno,
no throw me in, thou torturest me
AAAAAAAAAAAH.

2004-09-11T11:42:00.000+08:00

Touch-me-not

Hide away from the outside world
Enclose yourself in your emerald shell
(You're safe.)
No one can hurt you.

But you don't know love
And you don't know laughter
Your nights never end
And your stars never shine
(Is this your 'happily ever after'?)
Trapped inside your self-made cage

How will you ever learn?

-kismet. 6th September 2004

there is nothing to blog about.
period.
school reopens on monday.
gahh.

the poem above is touch-me-not.
not many rave reviews.
but it's the most recent, i guess.
*shrugs*
my life gets sad.
i need something to keep me occupied.
i haven't written a single line
of House of Assasins for days.
i don't know why i'm restless and bored
when there is so much to do.
ah wells.

let's just rewind.

i miss the days when
we ran around like nuts,
*nuts don't run*
not caring about earthly responsibilities.
they didn't mean anything.
we were young.
and carefree.
gahh. we're only thirteen, dang it.
why load all this onto us.
it's too much, i tell you.
philosophy.
the mysteries of life.
what in the world.

~knees tucked in; head spinning
you made your own void~

2004-09-07T21:13:00.000+08:00

Utopia Missing

Missing: one Utopia,
never used,
filled with dreams-come-true
and satisfaction.
reward upon return.
owner is in desperate need.
please return upon sight.

i need my utopia.
whereisit whereisit whereisit?
i'm sick of teenage angst.
that childish venting of anger
in which one pours out
all his/her secret fears and dreams
and exaggerates them
to make them seem eerie and dark.
talk about cutting. faith.
truth and love. death.
what do you all know?
you're just teens.
that's why it's TEENAGE angst, you know.
drop the facade and grow up.
i don't want to know
how you lost love
or decided to commit suicide.
i daresay i was like that
once upon a time.
i hope i've outgrown it.

where is my utopia?
it was a safe haven. temporarily.
then it flew away
in all tranquility
leaving behind a single golden feather.
hope. perhaps.
or maybe not.

who knows what i'm blogging.
i'm blogging late.
this blog supposedly opened
yesterday.
well, it's un-updated.
updated two new poems.
quite well-received, i dare say.
ah wells.
i shall seriously blog now.

went back to nanyang today.
it was fun. ^^
saw a ton of people
and teachers.
list of things not to do again
a) get cotton candy on nose
*sticky...*
b) stand next to john ong
*major height inferiority complex*
and c) go around with rachel and yona
they were untying each other's shoelaces. o.O
it took us forever to get to the canteen.
i wasted ten dollars.
but nanyang rocks. ^^

utopia lost; utopia found
what does it matter?
where the rainbows play on waterfalls.
STOP. what am i saying?
it's gone.

open house was fun.
hat show.
i'll never be afraid in public ever again,
that's for sure.
went around in
a big black hat
adorned with a silver ribbon
and a golden hari raya thing.
i was wearing a thick purple fur coat.
hot. course i am.
ah wells. what's happening to me?
i'm becoming lame.
in my posts.
bahh. my seniors stole my song.
i wrote it.
it's my song.
at least acknowledge me.

the serenade.
music and words by kismet.
oh my darling
come home with me
i love your eyes
they're like the sea
when it's polluted
with mercury
then oh my darling
come home with me
all this done in an exaggerated opera voice.
it rhymes, too.
i'm proud of it.
drama girls.

i shall stop here.
i have a chapter to type.
HoA updates:
chapter twelve is being typed.
be patient.
chapter seventeen is done.
characters reicheru, rai and rui
will turn up in chapter twenty-two.
be patient.

For Sale: one Utopia,
never used,
filled with too-perfect skies
and flawless thoughts.
price upon asking.
owner is in desperate need of money.
too much perfection isn't that bad... right?

2004-08-31T22:03:00.000+08:00

this blog reopens
on the 6th of september, 2004.
have a nice wait.
meanwhile, i would like to thank the following people.
for standing up for me:
charlotte rachel hannah mingmei natalie
elynn yona yongquan jianle jeremy
kuangkai and all my wonderful saint nicholas friends.
you're all true friends
and i'll love you guys for eternity.
for reviewing:
charlotte rachel yingxi huirong lintong
vionna olivia natalie michelle zekgian
charleen jianle.
*non singaporeans* heather (chibichocobo)
manuel (manuel fajar) sam (lostontheroof)
terryll (still2twisted) kakyou (kakyou takashiro)
nick (nick-wordsmith) katrina (superus stupidicus)
zoe (cirinde) rebecca (strange apathy)
oh forget it. this is getting long.
i love all of you forever and ever,
especially my house of assasins reviewers!
if there's anyone i've left out
in my thank-yous,
i'd like to thank you anyway.
because inamorata is gone,
but kismet is back!
*throws confetti around*
~i saw a bunch of aborigines
in a banana bush~

2004-08-25T22:19:00.000+08:00

hello.
i'm back.
i'm not back because i love you.
i'm back because some
very nasty people have
been clogging up my tagboard.
note to them: have fun.
as of today, 25th august,
this blog is dead.
until i get a new template.
until i decide to blog for real.
until i learn some html.
maybe during the september holidays.
but for now,
goodbye.
thank you, readers.
-kismet.

2004-07-12T20:48:00.000+08:00

whee. i downloaded the video
for slither! by velvet revolver. ^^
right. let's see.
this friday i'm going to watch mean girls!
wahaha. with nattay and huirong
and rachel and angie and mingie.
yayness. i still remember walking to
junction eight last friday. natty tai
and i went round saying HI
to everyone along the way.
steff and becky and natty
pretended not to know us.
first natty started it.
i was claiming the paddy fields
when this guy walked by
and natty yelled in his face HI.
he looked shocked and got away
as soon as possible.
i got off my paddy fields
*everyone was trespassing*
and joined in. we ran into
this ri guy and yelled HI.
the look on his face was priceless.
we went round doing it to EVERYONE.
this group of primary school girls
was highly amused and burst into giggles.
we said it to the passenger service guy
when i was trying to unblock my ez link card.
thank goodness he had a sense of humour.
today. was okay. during science
mrs chia was absolutely evil.
she gave us m&ms. but we had to put
them in boiling water!
and she was like
"yes, you're going to watch
the chocolate disappear.
but not the way you want it to.
moohaha." 'twas a painful experience.
whee. my sister just sent me
another mad song. it's
"the book is on the table"
sample lines...
the book is on the table
the table the table
the cat is on the table
the table the table
the dog is on the table
the table the table
you see where this is going.
it goes all the way to
everybody's on the table
the table the table
table table table table table.
bahaha. i'm sending it to rachel now.
maybe she'll be able to count the
number of times they
say 'table'. i hope she has fun.
whee tomorrow we take
cca photographs! being the drama society,
mr connolly said we can
bring any stage props we like
for the informal photograph.
guess i'll just go with
the hat and grizabella. *shrugs*
whee. i'm proud of the decoration
of my lit file. *throws confetti around*
i have the poem 'i'm nobody'
on the front cover on top
of a picture of a dead rose. ^^
and on the back is an original one,
with links to myself,
athena, charlotte and yingxi
on fictionpress! baha. oh no.
they're going to kill me now.
THE READDRESS FOREVER!
it's high time we started inviting
more poets to join. bahh.
okay. i shall go print
out more pictures to put on my wall.
ooh yay ying sent me 'fukai mori'!
*bouncies* 'tis from inuyasha.
okies. ciao for now!
~then there's a pair of us - don't tell!
they'd banish us, you know~

2004-07-11T09:16:00.000+08:00

right. i need to blog
about something, ne?
but nothing interesting really happened
over the weekend. later i'm
going to charlotte's house for
a project with athena and rachel.
bahh. let's talk about friday, then.
erm. i bought a cd after third lang!
wahaha. i got hamasaki ayumi's rainbow!
*waves it around*
yay. i want velvet revolver's contraband.
imagine going up to the salesperson
and saying, "hey, i want contraband!"
baha. side note: contraband
means illegal goods.
i LOVE velvet revolver.
i miss guns 'n' roses...
too bad half of them died
due to drug addiction.
rock bands. *shakes head*
anyway. before that?
it was the ne fieldtrip.
we went to the fish farm,
the aeroponics agrotech farm,
and the stupid, smelly mushroom farm.
i'm sure that was my favourite
field trip of all time.
not to mention our tour guide
was this idiotic ah beng
who needs speech lessons.
bahh. first the fish farm.
qian hu. i have nothing to say,
come to think of it.
we saw nice arowanas.
and we saw ugly ones.
there is this picture of me
making a face next to the
ugliest arowana in the gallery.
we look exactly alike.
i don't think i really need to try, ne?
then the aeroponics farm.
nothing much.
and i mean that.
we already learned about aeroponics
and primary school, and they
didn't teach us anything more
than we already knew.
then they screened this
disgustingly boring video which i spent
my time falling asleep during its run,
and charlotte had to poke me
to keep me awake.
the salad bowl...
some salad bowl.
i am no salad fan, and their salad bowl
did not convert me into one.
the vegetables tasted kinda... dusty.
but still, 'twas lunch.
and their so called 'lettucino'
was completely unworthit.
i didn't get it and i
never intended to anyway.
and the mushroom farm.
it was dirty, stinky and they
didn't tell us anything.
they let us eat free mushrooms.
was i supposed to say hooray?
bahh. i think we spent more
time on the bus than
at the farms.
i did not feel like blogging today.
so i shan't continue.
nobody's loss.
i think you can tell
what kind of mood i'm in today.
~nanka shiawase
chotto shiawase~

2004-07-07T22:31:00.000+08:00

today i was shakespeare. again.
i wore my big black hat
to the moelc. actually
xiannie was going to bet
ten bucks i wouldn't do it,
but nattay stopped her, telling
her she'd lose her money.
bahh. my nice bright yellow
'i am shakespeare' sign
got wet in the rain.
*shakes fist at clouds*
so i had to make do
with a new white one.
kudos to rachel for the nice handwriting.
hmmm. i think next week,
i'll be dumbledore.
interesting to do.
today i walked into german class,
and frau tan looked at my hat and said
"to be or not to be?"
slightly confused, i answered,
"erm. three c?"
she asked me that like three times.
i stared at her blankly
for five minutes
before some distant thing clicked
in my head and i went
"oh, right! that is the question!"
no one applauded. hmph.
then during break, a ton of people stared,
and abby and i spoke to jeremy
on MY phone. abby was waving
her dolphin around!
wheehee. like i was saying,
next week i'm dumbledore.
the week after that,
racial harmony day...
i'm wong fei hong. wahahaha.
and then after that i'll be...
sephiroth! moohaha.
he's got nice hair, kay!
long, like raiha's!
*throws confetti around*
today we had MORE needlework.
bahh. i HATE needlework.
i messed up my sewing,
realised it, unpicked it,
and did it again.
then i looked at it,
realised it was wrong,
and did it again
before handing it up to mrs chin.
who told me it was STILL wrong.
so i redid. again and again.
and again. then i decided not to
hand it up after all and
stuck it in my pocket. moohaha.
then we practised WALKING.
right. we walked along the corridor
in front of mirrors
and up and down stairs.
how... fun. i LOVE walking up and down.
better than sewing, at least.
mrs chin said no one
in our class had a walking problem.
i am not surprised.
before third lang we went to junction eight.
we went with nattay.
so charlotte could get a present for nattay.
wahaha. it rained and we ran
all the way there. then we hurried back
for fear it'd become heavier.
guess what? it'd stopped. bahh.
whee then i had math tuition
after third lang. shaun wasn't there
so michael and whatshisname
were relatively quieter.
when they left i was alone. again.
but for this cat high sec three idiot
called jason. bahh.
whee i like my science group.
athena charlotte rachel and me.
index number 1, 2, 3 and... 31.
that's what you get with a surname
like yoong. ah well. at least
it's unusual. *takes a bow*
we're meeting up on sunday.
good. i don't have any
autograph-signing sessions then. ^^
baha. okay. i shall go now.
be careful okay?
jack and the beans talk.
~i'm falling in love
so get me a bandage~

2004-07-06T21:57:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NATALIE!
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY ABBY!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY A DAY IN ADVANCE HANNAH!
wahaha. i got hannah her present. ^^
volume seven of saiyuki.
whee. let's talk about today
before ranting about last week.
whee so today was fine.
and muthu was the pimplepuff.
she went around pimplizing people
and yelling 'pimple power!'
moohaha. drama was tiring.
that's a major understatement.
i feel stretched.
very stretched.
miming? pah.
then we had our weekly torture
session with the seniors.
and they say acting's fun.
mr connolly wants us to do another
co-production with ri.
this means sec ones don't act.
lucky us.
wheeeee. i don't feel like blogging,
actually. but people bug me to.
so i shall talk about erm.
friday. last friday.
shakespeare presentation!
moohaha. athena videoed them all.
actually we were incredibly unready
on thursday, when we were SUPPOSED
to present, but the groups took up
SO MUCH TIME. moohaha.
must thank them for it.
athena's group was doing costume.
i don't know how lintong did it,
but she did it.
authentic-looking *looking, i said*
elizabethan costumes. you gotta applaud
the girl. huirong looked
disgustingly chio as the rich lady.
you go, girl!
bahh. oh look at the time.
must go read volume four
of rurouni kenshin.
death by manga, i tell you.
i lose more sleep by the day.
so i shall fast forward.
on friday it was OUR turn to present.
it was horrible.
which is why i added the bit at the end
telling the audience that
it was a television show.
"the worst shakespeare show
in the world".
then we'd have an excuse to be
horrible, ne? baha.
i was shakespeare.
i wore rachel's mum's shakespeare-ish shirt,
tight pink shorts *which i stuffed with rough paper
for effect. the audience was amused*,
long mismatching funny-coloured stripey socks
and my hat.
i love that hat.
the audience absolutely LOVED
our ending scene.
you did a great job, guys!
who said i was stuck with a non-acting group?
you were WRONG.
even rachel and natalie got over
their stage fright to put
up their best performance ever.
maybe their ONLY performance ever.
no wait, rachel was lingling.
wahaha. i wonder when the video'll come out?
i definitely want a copy.
whee i shall end here.
i know i didn't blog as much
or into detail as i normally do.
will make up for it next time!
ja ne, minna!
~the angel then is devil now
with cloven hoof and tail~

2004-06-28T21:21:00.000+08:00

i have A LOT to blog about today.
fwaha. about our service learning.
at the eco pond.
but before that. i shall address
other matters. don't worry mingie.
prefects are biased.
i sure hope our SLs don't turn out like that.
oh yes, congrats, new SLs!
don't learn from your rule-bending vice chair!
be upright. *no i don't really mean that,
do i?* fwaha.
and yay, mrs shum.
if it's a girl,
name her after me!
and... last but not least
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YONA!
woohoo. you're thirteen now!
stay funkayy.
and as an after thought...
HAPPY A DAY BELATED BIRTHDAY LIN TONG!
baha. i know i know.
i owe you a present.
i owe half the class presents.
well, you'll all have to wait.
baha. gomen.
now. i shall talk about the eco pond.
we cleared all the water lettuce
and half the hyacinths,
then oceana fished out something.
'twas a dead frog.
she placed it by the pond, and
later muthu almost stepped on it,
and started shrieking and shrieking
and ran to the other side of the pond,
yelling blue murder.
it was hilarious.
oceana was like, "it's dead."
and muthu was shrieking.
i promptly named the dead frog 'timmy'.
you'll hear more about timmy later.
then we found a live frog,
just as xian wei was walking by.
so i promptly named it xian wei.
later, xian wei leaped out of the pond
and hopped away, and all of us
were like, "stop xian wei!",
"xian wei, get back here!", and
"stick xian wei back in the pond!"
fwaha. we later found another smaler, live frog,
at which point i asked,
"who wants the frog to be named
after them?" and both natalie and oceana
yelled "ME!" i considered
noceana or oatalie, but finally decided
on natalie oceana. baha.
we discovered a live fish.
the only one still alive.
'twas a FIGHTING fish.
*wonder how it got there?*
i named it sakana.
*japanese for fish*
rachel was like, "oh, how CREATIVE, melly."
all in all, we also named
a water hyacinth melly,
a water lettuce nasi goreng,
*xixi's briyani family name*
two tadpoles with legs
kingyan and olivia,
and erm. nothing else i think.
there's this corner of the pond
still full of a bunch of water plants,
and we call it "the baby frogs' playground"
'cause that's what it's for.
we also planted peanuts around the pond.
*weird, i know*
anyway. about timmy.
we took photos of him with our
vice-head prefect junli's camera,
just to show how the pond was BEFORE
we cleared it. then, we decided
to give him a proper burial.
we dug a hole beneath the humongous tree,
and dumped him in it
*sharon was the only one who dared
to touch timmy*
before covering him with soil.
then we all sang amazing grace,
observed a moment of silence,
and got the girls' brigade seniors
amelia *buckle house captain*
and junli *bucklean and vice-head prefect*
to say a prayer. then we found
a long, smooth stick and stuck it in
the grave as a marker. yingxi
will be making a sign for it.
so, we finished up our work
and went off. then i spotted this
thing wrapped in cloth tossed in
the orchid garden, with a few fake pink
flowers strewn around it. i walked closer
and discovered it was a baby.
and i started yelling and yelling.
it was a baby doll. and it looked
INCREDIBLY FREAKY. it wasn't wearing clothes
and was half-wrapped in cloth with these
humongous purple eyes staring up at nothing
in particular. sharon was the only one who
dared to pick it up *as usual*
and we threw it away. then junli
and amelia told us a bunch of ghost stories
that were disgustingly un-scary.
baha. then we saw tom, meowing away.
he'd been gone for days.
so we all shrieked and ran over to pet him.
he remembers me! woohoo.
all in all. today's service learning experience
was very. very. interesting.
~it wasn't my fault. right?
stop looking at me that way.~

2004-06-26T22:25:00.000+08:00

charlotte owes me five dollars.
baha. you see, today was
math active day.
i was advertising. so i took
my big black hat, and stuck a
sign on it. it said
"YOU GO, GIRL!"
in humongous letters.
baha. and i was waving grizabella around.
who's grizabella?
i hear you asking.
the severed barbie doll head.
who is very blonde and very dead.
her hair is very frizzy.
*grizabella, grizabella,
wash out your hair*
claire chew suggested we pull
off the barbie leg as well
and stick the head on it.
young ladies these days...
what's the purpose of grizabella?
you'll see.
come thursday.
anyway. about the hat.
i wore it throughout the day.
even AFTER the games.
i told charlotte she'd
owe me two bucks if i wore
it through break and assembly.
she didn't agree.
everyone else did.
and so i wore it.
then. after everything.
they decided to go out
and wait for their parents.
i told charlotte that if i
wore the hat out along
anderson road, she'd owe me five bucks.
she didn't agree.
i did.
all the drivers had laughing fits.
i'm surprised i didn't cause
an accident or summat.
anyway. the point is,
charlotte owes me five bucks.
i wanted to wear it to orchard
for fifty bucks, but char was like,
"no way man, i KNOW you'll do it."
she knows me too well.
whee. in the afternoon. i went
to junction eight. and sat
around in comics connection
looking for manga.
fine. so number 33 of flame of recca
wasn't there yet. and i was
talking to the lady, and
found out that fushigi yuugi
ISN'T out in chinese
because the stupid publisher
went bust. i'd like to
get my hands on them.
i absolutely REFUSE to read manga
in english. the translations
are abominable. i didn't
know yu yu hakusho
was you you bai shu in chinese.
well now i do. ^^
i wanted to get saiyuki for qiqi,
but i didn't have enough
money on me. ah wells.
*must get it for her*
i owe muthu a birthday present too.
and a lot of other people.
bahh. now i own volume
one of rurouni kenshin!
*qiqi and xixi can start
throwing confetti around now*
they were out of stock of
volume two though. bahh.
never mind. it occurred to me
that i spend a small fortune on
manga. hmmm. time to seriously
start eating less. whee i didn't
know mrs shum was pregnant till
i read alyssa's blog.
good for you, mrs shum!
but wait, mrs shum won't
be reading this. ah well.
name her melissa anyway.
actually. today's sunday.
it's just that i blogged
halfway yesterday and saved the draft.
ah well. today. *as in sunday*
natty tai sent me a really cool picture!
*of yours truly, of course. who else?*
her display piccie was herself and lyss
in minamata *as husband and wife*
with the words 'minamata memories'
imprinted. and she, being the
nice person she is, made on for me!
it's this picture of me sticking
my hand into the camera after
the performance, with the caption
"talk to the hand, dude!"
have i ever told you how much
i LOVE the english drama people?
i miss minamata... marsiling primary
was fun. baha. they seriously
thought i was retarded...
*fumes* ah wells. literature
presentation on thursday!
be prepared to see the genius
of the great shakespeare. *me*
moohaha. ah well. i shall end here.
and oh, i changed the title of my blog.
the jap words looked weird.
~i could do anything
if you would just ask.~

2004-06-25T22:47:00.000+08:00

WHY DIDN'T ANYONE
TELL ME THERE WASN'T
LITERATURE TODAY?
i. stayed. up. real. late.
last night to finish up
THE SCRIPT. AAAAAAAAHHHHHH.
and then i come to school
and discover there is NO lit.
bahh. never mind.
today was... okay, for a school day.
computer studies.
bahh. i considered doing my
webbie on raiha, but i decided
i'd have to acquire basic
html skills before trying anything.
wouldn't want to do a lousy
raiha shrine.
yingxi and i have decided that
one day when we are free
*this means next year*
we will make a webbie of
bishounens. moohaha. raiha!
we were making a manga too,
but school caught up with us.
anyway, i ended up doing my webbie
on 6k, with everything from
popiah to amandla.
*inside joke, gomen*
bahh. mr connolly wass trying
to get us elds girls to watch tchs drama.
*can't remember what it's called*
well i'm not.
moohaha to you, yongquan.
promise i'll watch one someday.
someday.
whee today's geog was fun.
why? because we didn't do much geog.
mrs mohammad sat on the table
and we took turns sidetracking her.
she was telling us about her cat.
we started off talking about granite.
we're good, ne?
anyway, after that she knocked her
water bottle over, and didn't
even notice until she got up.
and she started yelling
and borrowed oceana's tissue.
then she went to write on the board
and was like, "don't look
at my butt, okay?"
fwaha. let's see.
what else did we do...
nothing much really.
the only reason i'm blogging
is because jeremy needs a form
of entertainment. bahh.
whee yingxi was complaining
that i don't update my fictionpress.
which is true.
and don't expect anything anytime soon.
i'm not posting ANYTHING
on fictionpress till i get
more reviews on fanfiction.net.
do so few people read flame of recca?
i admit, the craze died
out two years ago, and i just
discovered it this year,
but ah well. better expand my horizons then.
and oh, mingie, don't be sad.
you're not getting detention,
look on the bright side!
don't be glum.
doesn't suit you.
whee we're changing seats!
i want to sit with chin hwee.
makes me more tolerant and patient,
and it's fun to be nice to her.
doing it for another term won't hurt.
keep up the improvement, chin hwee!
wheeness. i was sitting around
watching zoids just now because
hey, it's the weekend.
chaotic century is over. bahh.
i LIKED irvine. another bisshie!
ah well. this one looks promising.
and bit, with zoid zero, doesn't
look half bad. then i went
to look at axn. looks like
today, there's only ranma 1/2
at six. bahh. it's by the inuyasha creator.
so the drawing's aren't as pretty,
but the plot's good
and the battle scenes are cool. ^^
whee okay i shall stop now.
math active day tomorrow.
MAD for short. what an apt description.
charlotte and i are manning our stall.
it's only 'cause we're too lazy
to walk around and explore.
whee. okay then. ja ne!
~i died today. you didn't know.
i wonder where you were.~

2004-06-24T22:29:00.000+08:00

wheehee. first day of school.
every teacher asked us how our
holidays were.
what did they expect us to say?
wonderful?
not with the amount of homework we had.
and i'm still frantically
trying to finish homework.
bahh. stupid shakespeare.
i hate anthologies.
and book reviews.
and coming from me, that's not good.
i love literature.
but not in times like this.
my group has ZERO practice.
and there's always the chance we'll
have to perform tomorrow.
mrs shum is drawing lots.
ah wells. somehow people get the impression
i can write scripts. well i can't
do it ALL THE TIME.
and i'm dying here.
and my group members are going to
murder me tomorrow.
what a wonderful prospect.
i can't wait.
today someone set off a
stink bomb in one eleven.
heard it was *ahem*
the class chairman.
hey, i'd love to that too.
we vices don't do ANYTHING.
so anyway, one thirteen was having science
and we heard.
the eleveners in a panic,
warning natty tai NOT to step into
the eleven classroom.
it was supposedly under zhimin's table.
and she puked all her lunch.
zhi was telling me all about it.
she said it contained remains of
tau gay and noodles
and even little bits of tau pok.
yuck. something tells me
one eleven should never try
the stink bomb thing again.
anyway... today was quite okay.
i forgot it was still even week,
so i had to do pe in full uniform,
pinafore and all.
thank goodness we were doing
throws and not running.
*i was wearing FBTs and NOT
school shorts.*
everyone threw their javelins
quite well, and we cheered,
waving them around.
athena and i were like
"is there no one else?
IS THERE NO ONE ELSE?"
yes, troy. *brad pitt!*
then we watch mingmei throw.
the javelin streaks halfway across
the field and lands point-first
in the soil, quivering.
we stop cheering for ourselves.
and start cheering for mingie!
*throws confetti around*
she should be achilles.
ah wells. after school i went
to taka to bum around.
in the bus i was talking
manga talk with yingxi
and discussing bishounens.
we drove nattay and zek gian
absolutely mad.
WHO SAID RAIHA WAS UGLY AGAIN?
*waves javelin around threateningly*
bahh. too bad raiha's isn't real.
it's nice to pretend though...
i spent like, one and a half hours
in the kinokuniya manga section,
and still couldn't find
fushigi yuugi in chinese.
bahh. neither could i find
volume 33 of flame of recca.
*i hate you shiyang*
ah wells. can someone tell me
what's yu yu hakusho in chinese?
i'm looking for that too.
arigatou! ah wells.
this is a long entry.
and i have A SCRIPT TO DO.
ja ne!
~O happy dagger, this is thy sheath.
there rust, and let me die.~

2004-06-22T21:03:00.001+08:00

i never thought the day would come
when i'd consider declaring war on poetry.
bahh. change is good.
right?
so i'm considering changing my blogskin.
not that i don't like the everybody's fool one.
*evanescence forever!*
i just feel like it.
so i went around looking for nice anime ones.
and i did.
i found this nice pink/peach-ish
thingy which resembled rachel's.
i'm considering it.
but it's too much like rachel's.
but still, i like it. a lot.
there were a bunch of nice
final fantasy ones including
this really cool one of
dark gunner yuna!
i LOVE yuna.
but cosplayers do her too much.
then there were kenshin ones,
evangelion ones,
inuyasha ones,
gundam ones, *i like seed better than wing*
and even chobits ones.
but. other than
the yuna one, this moonlight one,
this pink-lightning cardcaptor sakura one,
this 'sparkling snow' one,
and the pinkish rachel-ish one,
nothing really caught my eye.
oh bahh. *why no RAIHA ones*
right. now about projects.
yesterday natalie and rachel were here.
the last they were, we were brad pitt.
*long story. don't ask.*
bahh. we didn't get much done.
we are SO dead. the shakespeare project
needs to be PRESENTED this friday
and we have almost NOTHING done.
bad. VERY bad. and as usual,
i'm the scriptwriter. problem is,
i have ZERO material to work on.
and we still need props and materials and the like.
oh AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH.
so much homework left,
so little time.
i wish i was eighteen.
then i could go get myself drunk.
some integrated program.
more projects, less tests my FOOT.
we still have as many, if not more
tests than everyone else.
they just call it... assessments.
like THAT makes a difference.
you give us a mid-year score,
means it's an exam.
homework. hah. projects.
we're almost BURIED under them.
whose idea was this whole thing anyway?
i'd like to get my hands on him/her/them.
talk about a happy childhood.
we should all go on strike.
~sonna kotoba hitotsu mo nozonde nakatta
dakara wakaranai furi wo shite ita~

2004-06-20T21:41:00.000+08:00

i'm desperate, irritated
and trying to churn out a script
for shakespeare.
i'd kill him if he weren't already dead.
bahh. so today was father's day.
hooray. thing is, my sisters
and i thought it was last sunday.
we'd made him a cheesecake,
and covered the uneven bits
with strawberries and whipped cream.
and we even spelled the word 'DAD'
with chocolate chips.
okay fine. so my sisters made it.
i watched.
but anyway. it was okay.
none of us died.
i coated my slice with ice-cream
before tasting the thing
wasn't half bad.
wheeee. yingxi sent me a couple of songs
from the inuyasha soundtrack!
ayumi hamasaki's dearest and
dream's my will.
whee. ayumi. she writes nice songs.
i don't want to go back to school.
it's scary.
i'm going to talk nonsense for the
next five minutes or so.
have fun.
prepare to die
pull down the sky
and never ever wonder why
the world will never be that way
so stop dreaming
it won't happen
there's no truth
and there's no lies
i saw a rainbow
fade away
grow the trees
and kill them all
the winter wind is icy
the summer wind is warm
and guess what?
i hate them all
the waters are cold
and they are painful
'cause of all the jellyfish
and everytime you try to fly you'll soar
you'll find yourself
and so much more
and down the road's a dream
that bursts when you get too near
the crystal hearts that break with love
the ending of a dream
for all you saw was nothing
but it meant everything to me
bring me to life
let me taste the water
and let me heal your pain
i don't know what this all means
stop playing your game
i don't like the rules
don't make me cry
i cannot try
to see behind the mirror
your tears that fall are black and cold
get away from me
take the dagger
stain it red
wet it with my blood
you murderer
get a life
or get a death
i don't care anymore.
whee. that was all in one breath.
and i DID warn you.
i feel better now.
shakespeare, here i come!
wheehee. that was fun.
i must do it more often.
for those unfortunate ones
who just went through that,
woohoo for you.
~itsu datte naku kurai kantan da kedo waratte itai
anata no ai ga hoshii yo~

2004-06-19T22:15:00.000+08:00

i am here.
for one reason.
to complain.
about everything.
if you don't want to hear me complain,
then get out.
now.
right. HOMEWORK HOMEWORK AAAAAAAHHHHH.
guess what i'm going to
complain about first?
literature. so i've done
half an anthology. hooray.
now where's that other half?
shakespeare project.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
guys, guys we need to DO something.
okay? *begs*
this is literature.
if you don't do well, you die.
if i don't do well, i die.
we all die, some way or another.
english. book club.
aaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh. i never thought
there'd be a point when i'd
hate sing to the dawn.
history. essay?
what essay?
i bag zek gian's essay
when school reopens.
science. there's that inet thingy.
i haven't touched it.
the written one, whoops?
math. there's this thingy
on the class server i am choosing
to ignore.
chinese. yay i finished
the yue du bao gao
and three-quarters of my
ten newspaper reports.
wait. ten isn't divisible by four.
ah well. strange, isn't it?
that CHINESE is the subject in which
i've done the most.
there's nothing else. right?
i hope so.
MRS MOHAMMAD WE LOVE YOU.
no geog homework, ne?
*throws confetti around*
only FOUR days of holiday left.
keisan misu...
look out homework, here i come!
no. i didn't really mean that.
bahh. i'm going to drown myself
in manga when i get the money.
and the time.
i just need that LAST BOOK
of flame of recca.
raiha forever!
~sonna shitsumon ha yamemashou
anata ga saku no nara~

2004-06-16T18:23:00.000+08:00

so... everyone's been bugging me to blog.
and i haven't.
and that's because i
a) can't be bothered
b) have nothing to blog about
c) am not allowed on the computer
for very long these days and
d) don't feel like.
excuses, excuses.
not to mention...
e) i've got a few tons of
unfinished homework. i guess
that's the price we have to pay
for not having to take the o levels.
bahh. i could blog about everything
that happened since the holidays began
but i don't feel like.
so i shall talk about
yesterday's 6k gathering.
okay, what 6k gathering?
LESS THAN HALF OF YOU PEOPLE TURNED UP.
bahh. we'll plan better in december.
well. so three girls turned up.
three. wonderful number, ne?
keisan misu...
wenqi FORGOT to come.
qing yelled at her for a LONG time.
i've never been to clementi in my life,
so i was kinda late.
angie had track.
poor qing was the only girl there
for half an hour.
moohaha. shiyang's mother was really nice.
and she was trying to get us all to eat.
bahh. i was playing speed against chris
and he beat me twice.
wait, did i mention i won the other four games?
and i was winning through the fifth one
when we decided to leave.
the guys spent their time
on the xbox and playing badminton.
there are a few bazillion
shuttlecocks on shi's roof now.
bahh. actually it was quite bad.
shiyang was a better host than paul though.
but still. we'll definitely
need to plan better next time.
actually, i don't really have much to say.
so that's it.
yes, i know it's short,
and i know it's been a LONG time
since i last blogged
but i've got so much homework left to do.
*pulls face*
who said the holidays were fun?
~without my wings
i feel so small~

2004-05-22T22:31:00.000+08:00

wheesies. reicheru has been
bugging me to blog.
so erm. here i am.
actually i'm supposed to be working
on our math project.
*charlotte don't kill me*
but ah wells.
first, let me complain about yesterday.
one...two...three...
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
that feels MUCH better.
I. HAD. ZERO. TIME. MANAGEMENT.
let's take a look at my paper...
six pages of wonderfully explained
"the tractor" *i will NEVER
ride on a tractor ever*
and... *drum roll*
HALF a page of "the pelican"
*the next time i see a pelican
i WILL whack it to death*
and lit is my pet subject.
I'M DONE FOOOOOOOOOOOOOORRRRRRR.
bah. today we had the
math olympiad training thingy.
it's even worse than reasearch studies.
after that zhimin and i
were sitting around in the foyer
lamenting about how mr shah
was only a bazillion times better.
today david didn't come for chinese tuition
and neither did serene.
we did this boring stuff about kongzi
and junkang actually isn't that bad.
ah wells. twas the last lesson.
i will not be speaking much chinese
over the holiday.
speaking of holidays...
*squeals* can't wait till friday!
first. we nanyangites are going
back to nanyang.
*like no, we're going to taonan!*
then rachel and yona and i
are going to watch TROY!
*hyperventilates and falls over*
brad pitt! moohaha.
olivia, ORLANDO BLOOM IS A SISSY.
SO THERE. fwaha. charleen can't
come cos she's got badminton.
slavedrivers. natalie and huirong
want to come too! will have to meet them somewhere.
6k-ers. answer me bout the gathering.
answer meeeeeee... you unresponsive people.
bah. whee. just got the
golden sun: the lost age
cartridge. *stop laughing, boys*
now all i need to do is
get the gameboy from my brother.
that is not going to be very easy.
ah wells. will have to practise
playing dead or alive 3.
haven't touched the xbox for SO LONG.
wonder if i've lost my touch.
oh, and i've changed the links.
now they're in alphabetical order!
*throws confetti around*
ooh. i haven't done that in a long time.
*throws more confetti around*
i was taking french lessons
from vionna and nattay and charlotte.
moohaha. german's funner.
we were singing this song.
"wir haben hunger hunger hunger
haben hunger hunger hunger
haben hunger hunger hunger
haben durst.
wo bleibt der kase kase kase
bleibt der kase kase kase
bleibt der kase kase kase
bleibt die wurst."
let's translate that into english!
"oh we have hunger hunger hunger
we have hunger hunger hunger
we have hunger hunger hunger
we have thirst.
where is the cheese cheese cheese
where's the cheese cheese cheese
where's the cheese cheese cheese
and the sausage."
we all had a laughing fit.
becky kwan and i were performing
it with EVERYONE, complete
with a dance. *moohaha*
it's also part of the jeanting fan club now.
bah. read the b-ball girls' blogs.
we also this other song
"ich bin auslander und spreche nicht gut deutsch
ich bin auslander und spreche nicht gut deutsch
bitte langsam..."
i forget. it's to the tune of
"she'll be coming round the mountain when she comes"
and translated it means...
"i'm a foreigner and i don't speak good german
i'm a foreigner and i don't speak good german
so please speak slowly cause i don't understand
please speak slowly cause i don't understand
i'm a foreigner and i don't speak good german."
weird, yes. very.
took the mrt home and was waiting
for the bus when this small little green
"bus plus" pulled up with
the sign '825' in the window.
i was horrified. ah wells.
the walk home was okay at least.
only almost got whacked by a truck
but that's about it.
no broken bones, no nothing.
*checks self* yeps.
wheesies. must go do math now.
and find a nice flame of recca webbie.
it's the new manga i'm obssessing over.
oh, and i've decided i like alice 19th.
kyo is SO bishounen!
though syaoran from tsubasa is cuter.
hmph. fuuko kirisawa
and sakura kinomoto
and OF COURSE umi ryuuzaki
still rock my socks.
so there.
~the girl with the golden eyes.
and she doesn't say a word.~

2004-05-21T08:04:00.000+08:00

heya. com studies now.
i was going to blog yesterday
but then i decided to
mug for lit instead.
it's the only subject i'll
ever mug for, so...
fwah. the lady is boring.
i am bored.
*duh look*
before anything else.
PENGHUI GET OUTTA MY BLOG.
STOP TAGGING.
STOP VISITING.
AND I. AM. NOT. LESBIAN.
*duh look*
ah wells. what else
can i say? hmmsies...
next friday we're going
back to NANYANG.
moohaha. i miss that place.
and must congratulate
zhou lao shi for receiving
one of the quan guo mo fan
hua wen lao shi awards.
i'm very very very happy for her.
*i nominated her after all.
wrote this crappy zuo wen about
how dedicated she was*
ladida. i'm not listening to the lady.
she's asking a question and no one
is answering her.
i was giving rachel and natalie
lit tuition but
athena stole my students.
ah wells. yona is very very zai
at lit. i don't know why she doesn't
speak up in class.
she was explaining the concept
of understanding and marginalisation
with a strawberry cake and
a peach cake. rachel didn't
get her but i think it's a
very good way to explain.
wheesies. two days ago mrs shum
lost her voice so she
told me what to say and i
repeated everything to the class.
now i see how cooperative
oneth13rteen is during lit.
we rock, th13rteeners!
moohaha. i love dawn.
she posted the entry i asked her
*actually forced her* to post.
it goes MELLY RAWKS MELLY RAWKS
on and on and on again.
she called me the cheek-pinching
vice chair next door.
how true how true.
*glances at tag board*
yay jean ellie.
HAIL ME.
it's bad for my ego.
i really am psychic, you know.
*noddies* fwaha. i'm
stressing. sorray. erm.
yesterday alyssa and i
were trying to think of a new
official elds song other than
"are you gonna be my girl"
and the 'serenade'. and it's...
FIVE COLOURS. we especially
enjoy doing the ay-i-ay-i-ay
bits. fwaha. next years it'll
be OUR turn to take part
in a co-production between the
rgs elds and the raffles players.
if we do another musical...
*muses* i don't think so.
the elds can't really sing.
oh look. i've bloggged so much.
fwaha. next friday after returning
to nanyang, yona and lintong
and rachel and i are going
to watch TROY! yayness.
charleen can't come because
of badminton. fwah.
mrs chan chen fen
*our vice principal*
is RETIRING. fwah.
after 37 years of service
and 34 of those in rgs.
ooooohhhh. i wish I
could retire. anyways. the
whole school sang her a birthday
song because tomorrow is
her 60th birthday. baha.
she had this HUMONGOUS
chocolate cake. but of course,
we pupils don't get any.
ah wells. our holiday starts
next week! the last day of school
is wednesday. i cannot wait.
oh, and i WANNA WATCH VAN HELSING.
*moans in despair*
~give me back my heart,
you thief.~

2004-05-18T20:17:00.000+08:00

fwah. i cried in class today.
for the first time ever.
i love you oneth13rteen!
you were all so nice!
special thanks to
athena, charlotte, rachel,
hannah, angeline, huirong,
mingmei, lintong, vionna,
chinhwee, natalie, steffanie,
michelle, sharon, zekgian,
cheryl, muthu, and yona.
for trying to cheer me up.
i nearly failed my geog.
passed by half a mark.
and then overall 60%.
this is BAD. very bad.
ah wells. when mrs mohd
was talking to us one to one,
she well, bah. i shan't say.
but now i sure respect her more than ever.
i will definitely have to work
harder for geog next term.
this friday is the lit test.
i'm considerably confident.
*was giving rachel lit tuition
during research studies*
but i'm scared.
it's my pet subject.
if i don't do well,
i'm DONE FOR.
fwah. anyways. yesterday
natalie tai and i were
serenading muthu.
i came up with this song!
"oh my darlinggggggg...
come home with meeeeee...
i love your eyes...
they're like the seeeeaaaa...
when it's polluted...
with mercureeeeee...
then oh my darlingggggg...
come home with meeeeeeee..."
moohaha. yes we're weird.
whee. tomorrow i have to
give rachel lit tuition.
as for now i have to
redo my history essay
because miss rozanah LOST IT.
fwah. life stinks.
byesies for now.
~the laughing girl with
the sad eyes~

2004-05-15T17:36:00.000+08:00

wheesies. reicheru has been
bugging me to blog.
so here i am.
let me sum up what has happened
in this week.
a) 2.4 km run!
woohoo. i did like seventeen minutes
then sat around singing
"iiiiiiii can't breathe eeeeeasaaaayy"
to amuse eevee and jacky.
b) lit presentation!
i left my costume at home.
so i improvised.
i wore pink shorts on my head
borrowed mingmei's baby blue windbreaker
and wore my pinafore over it.
moohaha. overacted. but the audience loved it.
oneth13rteen is a GREAT audience.
charlotte was cool too.
*moohaha* fishing rod and all.
c) german exam.
twas cool. got me marks back yesterday.
91.5! yaysies. nicole thio
is so zai. she got 94.5.
*pouts* ah wells. must study harder.
zoe is even zai-er.
she got 100 for jap.
fwah. jappies. *shakes head*
aiya. can't be bothered to say more.
i actually wanted to blog
during computer studies yesterday
but all internet acess in rgs
is DOWN. bet they did it on purpose.
these days i seem to have been pms-ing.
sorry guys if i was moody.
i still love all of you.
yesterday huirongie got irritating
with chin hwee and she said
"melly, ask the stupid idiot
next to you to shut up."
so i promptly turned to huirongie
and said "shut up."
evil me. moohaha.
yayness. i'm going with rachel pok
to watch troy! linnie is turning
it into a mass nanyangite gathering
on the msn group. rachel and i
have decided we'd rather go alone.
whee. tomorrow have to go do
math project with charlotte pok,
thenarae, and michysquish
at charlotte's house.
math. aaaahhhhhh... my parents
are SO going to murder me.
i didn't exactly do very well.
and i'm an admath girl.
fwah. life's like that.
i can't think of anything else to say.
oh yeah. the funny thingy
at the top of my blog behind
the right column? that was
SUPPOSED to be my music code.
liz phair's "why can't i".
didn't work. moo. thanks for
telling me anyway, eevee.
okies. i shall go now.
i hope to blog again. someday.
~i left my wings out in the rain.
and i can't get them back.~

2004-05-07T08:13:00.000+08:00

wheesies. it's computer studies now.
we're doing dreamweaver
and the weird lady is droning
on and on and on and on.
we're going to do a website!
yay! *snorts* well, this is
my webbie after all.
fwah. eeps. yona just came across
a van helsing commercial/trailer.
aaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh...
i wanna watch... *bouncies*
anyone wanna come with me?
whee... i'm boredd. oh, now
she's returning us our proposals.
baha. my webbie is going to be
on 6k. all 6k-ers, watch out.
this website is from MY point of view.
not to mention, our baaaaad pictures.
fwaha. i wanted to do on either
magic knight rayearth or evanescence...
but then... fwah. never mind.
later is the german exam.
eeps. i'm stressed. after our
english report writing test,
lintong and rebecca and i are going off
to taka or somewhere fwaha.
lintong takes malay.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZEK GIAN!
fwaha. i'll get you your present later.
as for the class present?
we gave her these blue nametags
with 'mrs legolas' on them.
moohaha. sing to the dawn tomorrow!
it ain't fairrr... there are like
less than twelve raffles players
and less than forty elds girls...
yet there are more guys cast
in sing to the dawn...
fwah. male chauvanist pigs.
wheesies. i'm bored and excited and nervous
all at the same time.
my life is SO weird.
i miss my 6k...
~big black boots!
long brown hair!~

2004-05-06T21:22:00.000+08:00

oh yes.
i forgot to mention.
I WANNA WATCH VAN HELSINGGGG!
fwaha. a list of movies i wanna watch.
1) van helsing!
*hugh jackman*
*hyperventilates*
2) troy!
*too many cute stars
to list!*
too bad brad pitt's married.
*hyperventilates*
3) harry potter and the prisoner of azkaban!
fwaha. weird i know.
*tom felton*
*hyperventilates*
4) kill bill volume two!
though i can't for obvious reasons.
so many movies.
so little time.
6K gathering, people?
WATCH A MOVIE!
it's high time we had a gathering
anyway. 5N and 6L did.
fwah.
~say are you gonna
be my girl?~

2004-05-06T20:42:00.000+08:00

wheeeee...
i haven't blogged for SO long!
*apologies to the person
called NEW*
anyways...
minamata is finally OVER!
we even finished the studio version!
hope our sponsor ISS likes it.
or we lose a thousand five hundred bucks.
so weird to be yuki again.
i have so many adoring fans now!
*egoego* melly, sign my elbow!
fwaha. wheeeeeeeee...
i'm really hyyperr. was arguing
with evelyn yesterday about
whether she's chio. i shall
make it a public announcement here.
EVELYN FOO ZHIWEI IS CHIOOOO!
fwaha eevee. it's TOO late.
baha. anyway...
many things have happened since
i last blogged. for example...
1) I FINISHED MY DENIM POUCH
DURING AESTHETICS AND I ONLY
JAMMED THE MACHINE ONCE! HA!
2) kellie's birthday party!
so fun so fun...
3) a lot more which
i can't be bothered to say.
okay... so yesterday was the french and jap
tests and on the way back
on the MRT natalie tai
went all hyperr and started singing
'are you gonna be my girl'
i said
ONE TWO THREE
take my hand
and come with me
cos you look so fine
and i really wanna make you mine...
*guitar stuff*
cos you look so fine
and i really wanna make you mine...
*more guitar stuff*
FOUR FIVE SIX
come on
and get your kicks
now you don't need that money
with a face like that,
do ya honey?
*even more guitar stuff*
BIG black boots...
long BROWN hair...
she's so SWEET...
with that GETBACK stare...
*and blahblahblah*
baha. so today during lunch
natty tai and i started
singing it. then we did it to
sherry, who joined us in doing it
to everyone else. then we added
"if you liked that performance,
come watch sing to the dawn
by the rgs elds.
ignore the raffles players."
baha. then we decided to help
the poor band people trying
to sell ice cream. and we went
"FOUR FIVE SIX
come and get your...
ICE CREAM!"
ultimate malu-ation.
then after that alyssa joined us
and we went round advertising
sing to the dawn and embarrassing
ourselves in the canteen. wheehee.
mad elds girls.
mrs shum was sick and didn't come
today so i took over the
lesson and began explaining everything
about marginalisation to the class.
i'm SO proud of myself.
fwaha. *egotripped*
now i give lit tuition!
whoever's interested comes.
my only two serious pupils
are rachel and natalie ong!
fwaha. whee...
ooh yay tonight's the oc!
marissa rocks my socks.
which reminds me.
i named to day
"prance around in your socks day".
but only i did it.
i was prancing around in my socks.
fwaha. but it rained. so i had
to put my shoes on to
go out. fwah. i'm STRESSED.
tomorrow's my german exam.
eeps. es macht spaB nicht.
*shrieks* i shall go study.
after the oc. moohaha.
oh yes. and to penghui.
shut. up. and stay. away.
this. is. MY. blog. and.
it's. not. for. YOU. to. spam.
NEW, who are you?
and who's apul?
fwah. enigmas enigmas.
~onetwothree take my hand
and come with me~

2004-04-22T21:43:00.000+08:00

so... today was the
first three performances
of minamata. one at
corporation primary and two at
marsiling primary. whee...
it was quite good,
considering how disgusting
our rehearsals were.
first... corporation primary.
there was this mad kid
sitting in the middle.
mingjuan called in sick,
so mr connolly filled in
for her as mr shimada,
the chairman of the board
of directors of chisso company.
and when he started speaking,
that mad kid started going
"xiao ah?" every five minutes.
and he certainly projects
very well. i think the whole hall
could hear him. then that kid
also realised alyssa was supposed
to be a man and started going
"xiao ah?" when she spoke as well.
then there was this bunch
of kids in the front row
playing with the velcro straps
on their shoes. interesting.
i'm sure velcro is fascinating.
the little boys doing sound
and lighting for us did a
FANTASTIC job. woohoo corporation.
then there was marsiling. first thing
i have to say about marsiling.
it's BEEG. as in big. and modernized.
kuang says it was renovated.
mrs seeva the principal said the
building was only two years old.
i see. and the kids there are
super tall. i felt so short standing
around there. what on earth does
marsiling primary put in the canteen
food? steroids? fwah. then we set up the
place and got ready for performance.
the mike wires seriously got
in the way. but pah. we projected okay i guess.
but we lost our audience.
they were bored. and i don't
blame them. i'd be bored too,
if some strange secondary school
and put up a play i didn't understand.
then after staying in my wheelchair
throughout the play even during
curtain call, *mr connolly said
it was to make people think i was
REALLY handicapped* i popped out from
behind the curtain for a breath of fresh air
and saw this little kid nudge his friend
and say, "see, i told you she wasn't..."
so... mr connolly was right.
bah. then we had lunch.
we were all so ravenous
we ate everything up in
fifteen minutes. noodles, watermelon and all.
hadn't eaten since we boarded the bus at 6.30 am.
fwah. early, ne? then we had our
last performance for the day,
with the most responsive audience.
polite kids. the weird teacher guy
called mr connolly... *baha*
"i would now like to invite
mr jones to speak to you."
fwahahahahahhahahaha.
mr jones. we're going to tease him
about that FOREVER. fwaha.
then after that we were leaving
then mr connolly said "wait,
don't leave yet." and claire was like,
"oh, do we have to sign autographs?"
she's SO cute. and natty tai CAME!
yes! she saved us! three cheers for
natty tai, my wonderful mum!
baha. we have this super funny
video with the sec ones except hannah and steff,
and with noddy, trying to be bimbos.
it's really hilarious. *beams*
and after that we went back to school,
moved stage flats, and did a lot
of shrieking. tomorrow, we're
performing for rgs. i'm nervous.
fwah. suvitha and i went for german.
at least, we TRIED to go for german.
frau tan was going to have her sec four class.
so suvi and i went earlier and shouted
"yo, frau tan!" baha. i saw penghui.
i need therapy now. he started yelling
this stream of unintelligible insults.
jeremy chee sighed very audibly.
fwah. we decided to catch frau tan later.
so we did. and she told us some funny stuff
i didn't quite catch. never mind.
i shall go bug haslina or amelina or rebecca.
then we went round the canteen.
i saw tons of nanyangites.
and there are some things i shan't mention.
so there we have it.
i'd say a lot more.
but i can't be bothered
and i don't have the time.
fwah. bye for now.
~it's all in the
past, dammit.~

2004-04-21T21:20:00.000+08:00

i'm nervous.
our first performance
of minamata is tomorrow.
fwah. *yes i have adopted
claire's word* and we stink.
it is SO bad compared
to what our seniors did in
youniverse and what they're
going to do in
sing to the dawn.
i STILL can't project.
i don't think i belong
in the elds.
i'm stressed and pms-ing.
my apologies to natalie and huirong
who seemed quite taken aback
by my moodiness this morning.
fwah. i'm nervous.
what if something goes wrong?
what if i forget my lines?
what if the audience hates us?
there's SO much that can go wrong.
fwah. mustn't think about it.
suvitha and indera nad i
wanted to go for make-up
german tomorrow but according
to the schedule, we have to go
back to school and unpack,
which probably means we'll
leave at five or something.
fwah. and the german test,
no, exam, is only two weeks
away. wonderful.
athena is coming with me to
watch sing to the dawn on
saturday night. the fifteen
buck tickets. it's MY cca,
after all. who's coming?
i'm stressed about minamata.
AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH...
that feels better.
*shrieks again*
AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH...
i'm still stressed.
never mind.
today we had needlework.
*cringes at the thought*
yona and i are still
the worse students in class,
i'll bet. my potholder maze
kinda goes all over the place
and yona had to unpick her
entire thing. at least she didn't
wreck her machine today.
i certainly did.
*recalls sight of humongous
tangled lump of string*
bah. i hate sewing.
can't wait till it's over.
till then...
i am stressed.
i shall go practise.
i am stressed.
i think this is getting bad.
i am stressed.
i shall stop here.
~i am stressed~

2004-04-20T21:40:00.000+08:00

okay... so i haven't blogged
in two billion aeons.
to exaggerate a little.
here's a brief summary of
what i have done since
i last blogged excluding today.
1) bought jolin tsai's cheng bao cd!
*throws confetti around*
2) LOST MY VOICE SHRIEKING AT SPORTS FEST
WHERE BUCKLE GOT SECOND!
*throws more confetti around*
3) missed an episode of the oc!
MARISSA IS SO CHIO!
*picks up some confetti and
stuffs it back in the basket*
4) messed up a sewing machine
during needlework.
*picks up more confetti*
5) had service learning at eco-pond
and named new class mascot.
*waves wally the water lettuce around*
6) wasted an elemental ticket...
*breaks down and sobs*
7) supported chinese debate at tchs
*rgs...lost.*
8) watched loose cannon
*how on earth do they project
their voices like that...*
i would continue, but you
would fall asleep, so
never mind. wheee...
what can i say?
i'm STRESSED out.
minamata is in TWO days...
we, the elds juniors and some seniors,
have been rehearsing quite madly,
but it's STILL not up to standard.
i almost cried last week
because my voice just CANNOT
reach the end of the hall.
and i'll be facing perhaps five hundred
tired, sleepy, bored, uninterested
kids on thursday at marsiling and corporation
primary schools. one plus point though.
i get to skip school on
a day with BOTH horrible humanities
history and geog. woohoo.
*throws confetti around*
yes, i like doing that.
and whee... GUESS WHAT?
*throws rocks around*
natalie tai's parents are
PULLING HER OUT OF THE ELDS.
ARE THEY MAD?
OR ARE THEY MAD?
this is a most CRITICAL time.
performance in TWO days.
and natalie is FANTASTIC.
we'll absolutely die without her.
we love her and she loves the elds.
we are one of rgs' most prestigious ccas.
i can safely say that.
natalie has the talent.
AND THEY WANT TO PULL HER OUT.
why? because they think it's
too time-consuming.
band practises EVERY DAY.
tennis girls leave school early.
so do basketball girls.
badminton is three times a week.
without major productions going on
elds is one of the slackest ccas there is.
only tuesdays.
and they say if we don't let her go
they'll pull her out rgs.
i bet it's just a facade.
which INSANE parent wants their daughter
OUT of rgs. poor natalie.
she was SO upset.
and we're now a mother short.
mrs shum was going to do it...
but alyssa found it super weird
to say 'hi dear' to her form teacher.
so huiling the superwoman
memorized nat's lines
in like, half an hour.
you go, girl!
natalie... so eeriely parallel to jean lai.
who's jean lai?
the main character in youniverse.
a young girl in a prestigious school
who wants to act.
but do her parents let her?
NO. they think it affects her academics.
but wait... she does it anyway.
but guess what? her father turns up.
so being horrible and mean and nasty,
her dad yells at her, breaks the chair,
upsets the table, blahblahblah.
she cries. her mother cries.
*there was a really touching
schizophrenic scene in youniverse too*
and well, she commits suicide.
natty, don't do anything stupid.
i know you won't.
whee... ELDS ROCKS!
*bounces around*
come watch sing to the dawn.
me is watching with athena.
other people like qing yu,
zheng ning, blahblahblah
also coming. AND EEVEE!
*cheers* i love my granddaughter.
so filial. must come support
my elds seniors. who cares bout
the players. they stink anyway.
*no offence shiyang*
HAPPY BIRTHDAY RACHEL CHEN!
ROCK ON, CHIO BU!
today was rachie's birthday
and i helped her carry her cake!
correction: cakes.
two HUGE ones from sweet secrets.
so for lunch, oneth13rteen had
cake, cake and cake.
and we didn't finish.
more cake tomorrow.
RACHEL CHEN IS CHIO1
*throws confetti around*
no, not just cos it's her birthday.
i said that. and i meant it.
i don't really have much else to say.
so i shan't say it.
oh, and i have a new rock idol.
other than evanescence,
linkin park, nightwish and garbage...
I KNOW LOVE THE RASMUS!
*throws confetti around*
~i've been watching
i've been waiting
in the shadows...~
-'in the shadows' by the rasmus

2004-04-02T19:42:00.000+08:00

whee...
haven't blogged for SO long.
now to talk about yesterday.
april fool's day.
baha. first we had this
INSANE idea to move our tables
forward slowly until we reached
the front of the classroom,
almost at the wall.
so we did it to mrs sia
first during math, and by the
end of the lesson we were
blocking the door,
so i shouted,
"hey, mrs sia, noticed anything
different about this side
of the classroom?"
and she looked really blur
and was like, "no. what's wrong?"
and we shrieked
APRIL FOOL! and she
STILL looked confused.
math teachers.
so... anyway, we did the
same thing for science,
but doctor slatter noticed
already and ignored us.
bleagh. chem teachers.
we intended to do so for lit,
but we forgot, so never mind.
then... today we had geog.
presentation time.
i just finished the script
last night and our group
had ZERO practice
but we scored a whopping
eighteen out of twenty,
the highest of all.
the cast:
me: irritating host,ryan seacrest
athena: bimbo, elle woods
charlotte: ahbeng, ah beng
rachel: prefect, hermione granger
huirong: superheroine, tectonic woman
michelle: multimedia person
chin hwee: flashcard holder
baha. athena brought this
really sexy pink toga top,
but REFUSED to wear it after
changing and wore this blue shirt
thingy instead. she brought
high heels while she was at it. charlotte was
wearing this bright red
tao nan national day
shirt and the rgs blouse and pants
and oh man...
one word: AH BENG.
i just wore this denim jacket
thingy and rachel wore her rgs
tie. and said "i'm a prefect."
and charlotte was like.
"eh, what you staring at, ah?
never see ah beng before, is it?"
and athena, athena, athena...
"I'M A BIMBO! *clapclap*
I'M A BIMBO! *clapclap*
I'M A B. I. M... nevermind..."
yes. bimbotic, i know.
then huirong. WAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAH.
more or less tells you.
she didn't do much research
BUT SHE PUT UP
A STELLAR PERFORMANCE.
our audience LOVED her.
costume for tectonic woman:
paper 'T' to be stuck on belt
pink jacket to be tied around neck
and... yellow bookstrap to be wrapped around head.
baha. the bookstrap was my idea.
we played five different soundtracks:
star wars episode one the phantom menace: the theme
james bond: misson impossible
spiderman: spiderman
lord of the rings: breaking the fellowship
*sung by melissa yoong*...
powerpuff girls: the theme
baha. funfun. huirong was really hilarious.
fantastic performance girls.
WE ROCK!
~someone once told that life
was a dream full of beauty.
and he lied.~

2004-03-28T10:58:00.000+08:00

bah. i am going to complain.
I GOT EVERYTHING RIGHT
for my chinese.
that is really RARE.
and well, guess what?
LIKE EVERYONE ELSE
I GOT 10/66.
WHAT THE (INSERT SWEARWORD)...
STUPID SYSTEM.
NOW I KNOW WHY I
HATE ELEARNING.
okay. now about yesterday.
we went for that GEP busking thingy.
it was sadly pathetic.
there were these nygh girls dancing.
not too bad i must say,
though the buckle cheerleaders
are only a billion times better.
then we walked a little more and
saw this really bad puppet show
by the chinese high sec ones.
more information on what happened there later.
outside orchard mrt station
there was this bunch of dunman people
singing and what can i say?
don't mix boys whose voices are breaking
with girls with voices that go up and down
at unusual times. no offence but
they were the worse motley choir
i've ever seen. then winning the award
for worse performance of the day which
drew the MOST spectators...
the chinese high gay dancers.
yes. a bunch of guys doing
something which looks like a weird
native american courtship dance
for LADIES. complete with tambourines
and other weird instruments like pots
and pans and spoons and sticks.
and then there was tai boon...
former star soprano of the nanyang primary
choir, singing unintelligible words
an octave higher than mariah carey.
freaky, isn't it?
what is the world coming to.
okay... first things first.
cheryl and muthu and charleen and yona and i
got off the bus and started walking to
station one and who do we see
on the other side of the road
behind us? jinghua.
worse still, he starts waving.
charleen and yona and i suddenly
make a decision to start running
as the green man lights up
just in time. escape.
then we arrive and i see chan yi.
i shriek and hug her. baha.
been so long since i saw her.
then angie and the other 6k girls
complain that they saw zhou penghui.
that's someone i need to avoid, all right.
unfortunately i didn't.
but bah. we also saw
cheronne, jayne, sylvia, ophelia
and my evil twin melissa wong.
bah. then we saw tom and see tow
and some others. bah. couldn't identify
japheth. then there was the
really bad puppet show put up
by the sec one tchs guys. i didn't
hear much, only some nonsense about
william hung and romeo and juliet.
it was supposed to have been
really funny though. some of the guys
putting it up were junhong
and howard and mingyang.
the audience had penghui and huipeng
and mark cheng and ziyang
and others in it. in the front row,
next to jit yao, was damien.
we wanted to do something,
but angie said "DON'T. SAY.
ANYTHING." i said, "okay, i won't."
but charleen shrieked "HEY, MILO!"
and all the nanyangite at the scene froze.
even those behind the puppet stage.
angie moaned and ran away just as
everyone turned to look at her.
later we came back and angie was horrified
to discover that junhong was now taller than her.
he's still shorter than me though.
yay. everyone else seems to have grown.
except howard. no surprise there.
then later they said damien was watching
angie from behind a bush.
green on black. bad choice of camouflage.
okay that was mean. never mind.
then outside orchard mrt, i saw
hiok hong. i knew he was short and fat
but not THAT short. he's not fat thought.
could be the work of marie-france bodyline
or something. bah. what else can i say?
nothing actually. i went for lunch with
angie and mingmei and natty in takashimaya.
at macdonalds. and we saw penghui and linus and huipeng
eating together. three misfits.
then penghui was like... "YOU!"
and we ignored him. mingmei seemed amused
to see who he was. bleagh.
we debated nonsense over lunch
and natty left first.
then mingmei and angie and i
walked out and ran into athena.
who had been sms-ing me and i er...
heehee...hadn't replied.
i hid behind angie and athena got
that dangerous slitty-eyed look.
baha. she murdered me anyway.
what else to say? oh yes,
i have a TON more elearning stuff to do.
bye for now.
~or maybe you knew already
just like i did, too.
but i just had to hear it
from you.~

2004-03-24T20:47:00.000+08:00

"I'm Nobody!
Who are you?
Are you -
Nobody too?"
- my favourite line from
emily dickinson.
bah. blogging again.
so... yesterday was pathetic.
elearning can go boil its head.
pah. i got 29 out of 89 for english.
does the thingy even add up to 89?
guess what? NO. bah. first time i've
ever failed something in english.
i shall have to work harder even
though the dumb thing can't even
calculate anyway. what else can i say?
*thinks hard* oh yes! yesterday's elds.
bah. minamata again. *puts on retarded face*
everything went really well even
though half of the elds didn't turn up.
and after that when hannah and alyssa and natalie
and i were rehearsing the family scenes.
mr connolly was explaining things to us
about stage and blahblahblah while pushing
me around in that idiotic swivel chair
which can't pass for a wheelchair
AT ALL. and then suddenly he
gives the chair a push and my immense
weight manages to slow the chair
down and prevent from crashing
into the wall. i love my life.
oh yes i do.
and then today we had 3rd lang.
i had fun poking tami's and evelyn's
cheeks after a week of no poking.
baha. no sign of mingmei though.
hope she's fine. or maybe
she had some kind of heats today.
i had this horrible laughing fit
during german because we had
this weird dialogue that went
along the lines of "do you
have a pen?" "no, i have a
fountain pen." bah. i couldn't stop laughing
until after the break when i
just stopped laughing altogether.
yes. i am delusional. don't remind me.
elearning is horrible. we should
strike. or campaign for a YEAR
of elearning. bah. i don't really
have anything else to say, do i?
apparently, i don't.
~i thought you were an angel
but it turned out i was wrong~

2004-03-22T22:54:00.000+08:00

blah. i am blogging.
AND I HAVEN'T FINISHED MY RESEARCH
STUDIES! IT'S DUE TODAY!
bah. i'm compiling everything
chin hwee and i have done.
being the idiot i am i even
did her share of the questions.
never mind. pah. two unanswered questions.
LEAVE THEM! one left i'm slaving over.
'What is the conversion factor between mmHg and Pa?'
LIKE WOULD I KNOW?
bah. i HATE research studies.
i really do. there's a really
HUMONGOUS difference between my
bibliographies and chin hwee's. how?
WHO CARES WHO CARES WHO CARES
actually i care. but never mind.
i shan't. bah. and to think last week i thought
YAY ELEARNING WEEK. bah.
life really gets you down at times.
so. yesterday was my dad's birthday.
bleagh. we went out and i
conveniently bought myself
the first five mangas of cardcaptor sakura
and the three mangas of xXx holic.
this means i am the proud owner of
the above mentioned PLUS
four volumes of tsubasa
three volumes of magic knight rayearth season one
and two volumes of magic knight rayearth season two.
now all i need to do is start
finding the time to get
chobits and the next five volumes of sakura.
bah. I JUST VENTED ALL
MY FRUSTRATION ON THIS
MSN CONVERSATION BETWEEN
ME AND EVELYN AND HIOK HONG
AND TOM AND YANZHI AND I
WAS GOING KINDA INSANE BUT
BLAH. LIFE. IS. SO. UNFAIR.
I'LL PROBABLY START FEELING GUILTY SOON
BUT SO WHAT? I AM EVIL.
MEAN. WHATEVER. GET. LOST.
what the...
OH MY GOSH CHIN HWEE YOU ROCK!
CHIN HWEE I LOVE YOU!
SHE GOT IT! SHE GOT IT!
SHE IS A GENIUS! woohoo!
chin hwee your bibliography may be sucky
BUT YOUR INFORMATION SOURCES ROCK!
*hyperventilates*
okay so i HAVE FINISHED RESEARCH STUDIES!
CHIN HWEE WE ROCK WE ROCK WE ROCK.
okay fine so we have two blank questions.
but it's only research studies anyway.
what else shall i say?
oh yeah i bought a new shirt which
says "perfect" in glittery letters.
a new "ego" shirt. i have the
nice black esprit one from charlotte
which says "some girls are born winners".
now all i need are some which say
"angel" or "princess". *evil grin*
ego ego ego ego ego ego
bah. I WENT BACK TO NANYANG TODAY!
I MISS THAT PLACE SO MUCH!
i went there with angie and rachie and bleagh.
it was kinda sad. only us three girls
went back. and as for the ri guys,
only tom and yanzhi and seetow.
pathetic. oh well. we made the most
of it though. NANYANG ROCKS!
angie was coaching rachie and i for basketball
and yay now we can shoot halfway decently.
in case you didn't know, rachie and i
are the worst sportspersons in nanyang.
bleagh. i got sunburnt, too.
now i've gone all RED. as in RED.
pah. oh well. must take care of my skin.
over excessive basketball playing. pah.
oh no. I CAN'T GET INTO THE INET.
there goes elearning. chin hwee
will have to submit the research studies.
OH WAIT SHE CAN'T GET IN TOO.
ALL OUR RS EFFORT DOWN THE DRAIN...
*sobs* bah. i miss nanyang. i really do.
oh wells. i shall go murder someone.
and i MUST get that swiss army knife.
~heaven is a place nearby
so i won't be so far away~

2004-03-21T11:22:00.000+08:00

I LOVE TAMIIIIIIIII!
no, i do not have a thing
for the rosythians. i recall
saying the same thing about
mingmei and evelyn but baha.
this is for another reason.
I HAVE MUSIC NOW
AND TAMI GOT IT FOR ME.
*cheers* evanescence rocks!
baha. oh wells then.
i shall blog tonight.
THANK YOU TAMI!

2004-03-19T21:32:00.000+08:00

wheesies. i'm SO proud
of my tagboard. *beams*
okay so what shall i rant about today?
hmmm... oh yah. the chair/
vice chair worskshop we had today.
it was kinda crappy
but at least i didn't fall asleep
the way i always do.
bah. i don't really feel like
blogging today. tomorrow
there is NO mass dance. i don't
know whether to be elated
or gloomy. my mum suddenly
doesn't like the idea of my
going back to nanyang. why?
elaine doesn't want to either.
bah. ah wells. i want to watch
a movie. who with? dunno.
everyone hates me. bah.
depression again. i must
be pms-ing. what else to say?
i linked a whole ton more people. bah.
nothing else to say.
-and the eyes that are watching me
watching me so silently
in my unreality-

2004-03-18T21:37:00.000+08:00

okay people.
here are the photos.
the captions are well... done by my sister.
victoria. *and krystal can't be bothered*

http://www.imagestation.com/album/?id=4287409361

yeps. go take a lookie.
we are MAD. by the way
the user "poopoopoopoopoo"
is me. yes. i was bored.
guys, remember to register
so can have an account
and view okay?
MellyA *in honour of mingmei*

2004-03-18T21:11:00.000+08:00

yay! i have a TAGBOARD
AND I DID IT MYSELF!
yay. it doesn't work too well though.
oh well. at least it works.
i have made a TON of changes
to my bloggie. i changed the funny
"i am who i want to be. i am..."
and "i go where i want to go. i go..."
and "i say what i want to say. i say..."
to everybody's fool lyrics.
much better, if i may say so myself.
i FINALLY changed my name from
AnnA bAnAnA to inamorata ~.
and also it's not the stupid
"AnnA bAnAnA was fooled"
but "inamorata ~ sold her soul".
good. very good. what else?
oh yes, i finally have the time right.
and also the top bar doesn't say
"...Everybody's Fool..." anymore.
it says "killmeifyoudare ~".
what else have i done?
not sure. *self-satisfied grin*
fine, so maybe EVERYONE ELSE
has done it, but BIG DEAL.
I HAVE DONE IT. so there.
i have to do something about
those links someday though.
bah. so today was kind of crappy.
but never mind. i watched sound of music!
*beams* my mother was out.
and breakfast at tiffany's! yes,
my oldest sister is mad about classics.
my second sister is just mad.
what else to say? nothing much, really
so i shall end off here.
oh yeah i want lintong DEAD.
SHE PUT MY PHOTO
AS HER DISPLAY PIC. so what? you may say
but IT'S THE ONE WITH MY
HAIR IN TWO PONYTAILS!
*breaks down* ah well.
life's like that.
~i'm just a kid
and life is a nightmare~

2004-03-17T21:49:00.000+08:00

yay! i finally downloaded
a BLOG SKIN. *beams*
okay... so i had my sister's help
but never mind. she's going
to help me get a TAGBOARD.
baha. i have to pay her...
but it's more or less worth it.
hmmm... today nothing much happened.
we went to wan qing yuan,
the boringest place i've ever
been to other than research studies.
and i had that stupid sl interview.
my most traumatic experience.
i think i'd rather be a psl than a prefect
if it makes you so scary.
bah. i don't really have
anything else to say do i?
i can always say it later.
oh, and WHY oh WHY
did i put my name
as AnnA bAnAnA?
~inamorata lost herself~

2004-03-16T20:51:00.000+08:00

ladida... here i am, blogging.
why? because i'm BORED, that's why.
i constantly am.
bah. okay so we had our stupid
cpr course. and our tests.
which were stupid too.
i was breathing up the dummy's nose.
and i probably choked xian wei
while performing the heimlich maneuver.
did i spell it right?
who cares. bah. i passed anyway
even though i did this really
bad knotty elevated sling
on xiannie and half-murdered her.
oh wells. what else to say?
er... actually, nothing.
except that charlotte and i
are dead thanks to the
stupid geog project where
we hiked around the school.
bah. i don't like 6L.
they are a nice class.
*yes, my wonderful logic*
6k is a horrible stinky unresponsive
class which does not want a gathering
BECAUSE
firstly chris and damien seem to suddenly
hate each other's guts
secondly jit yao is a sexist
thirdly the girls will ournumber the guys
and most importantly
WE DON'T HAVE A VENUE.
wonderful class we have there.
did i mention the BIGGEST? *literally*
problem? zhou penghui.
oh well. you didn't hear that from me.
that's a problem most easily taken care of though.
just don't invite him.
ah wells. what to do?
EX-NANYANGITE RAFFLESIANS
GO BACK TO NANYANG
ON MONDAY OF E-LEARNING WEEK.
OKAY? baha. announcements announcements.
i don't really have anything else to say.
so er... bye for now.
~to fulfill the promise
you made that night long ago~

2004-03-15T21:24:00.000+08:00

yay. my birthday partay
was yeeeeesterdae.
i feel too lazy to give the details
but blah... i shall.
okay fine so no one ate the food
and a third of the people didn't turn up
but we had lots of FUN.
baha. we watched freaky friday.
*really cool movie*
QING YU, LINDSAY LOHAN
IS TEN GAZILLION TIMES BETTER
THAN FAT UGLY HILARY DUFF!
baha. so i'm biased. so what?
then we had this voting thingy.
the results...
miss lame: chin hwee (baha. who else)
miss looney: oceana (even more duh.)
miss zookeeper: olivia (i personally think this was a stupid category)
miss mister: charlotte (go, shuai ge!)
miss most likely to be a movie star: athena (you go, gal!)
miss most likely to be a tai-tai: huirong (one of our titanic tai-tais)
miss future president: hannah (our wonderful class chair)
miss einstein: kellie (surprise, surprise.)
miss friendly: rachel (chio bu!)
miss big smile: natalie (blind us with that smile!)
baha. we had other stupid games
like charades and pin-the-tail-on-the-pig.
baha. kellie was really zai at guessing
and hannah was really zai at acting.
ELDS GIRL! *cheers*
wheesies. my cake was this
sick block-like thing.
oh wells. my wonderful alamak
ate my name. she demanded the
"melissa" bit of it.
baha. cute little thing.
and then there's the dance competition.
steff danced the best but
my sisters gave the prize to lisian
cos she didn'even know the
steps but she was a dear
and took part. I LOVE YOU LISIAN.
she's in the nygh english society!
our elds counterparts! woohoo!
baha. the dance competition
was quite badly organised anyway.
the music rocked. yaysies.
so yeah. that's it.
today we had this horrible
cpr course. ewwww... we have
to do practical on these
smelly mannequins. yuck?
baha. oh wells. look like i don't have a choice.
hmmm.... funny p.i.t just called.
oh yeah. i've been nominated to be an sl.
student leader? melissa? the very thought
spooks me. oh well. i shall get ready
to fail the interview. charlotte.
hannah. chermaine. all previous prefects.
me? resident wild child. bah.
EVELYN I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU
YOU GAVE ME THIS HUMONGOUS
GREEN MOGU BEAR!
BUUUUCKLE! SO THOUGHTFUL OF YOU!
I'LL GET YOU A LATE B'DAE PREZZIE KAY?
yaysies. i love my sayang.
she's CHIO and CUTE and SMART.
woohoo. *runs in the family*
ego ego ego ego ego ego.
oh yeah... YING XI!
I LOVE THE MANGA!
TSUBASA ROCKS MY SOCKS!
and it stars SAKURA AND LI!
THE BEST MANGA COUPLE EVER!
*cheers madly, waving book around*
AND IT HAS MAGIC KNIGHT RAYEARTH ELEMENTS!
WHAT BETTER? weehee...
ying xi and i are going to
co-write a manga! we got the idea
when ying xi was drawing
this freaky rabbit-eared manga girl
during that horrible boring cpr talk.
wheesies. this is going to be FUN.
she can draw. I WILL WRITE.
passions. talents if you will.
th13rteen rocks anyway.
okay i'm bored now.
i shall stop being irritating
and wasting your time.
~shimmering rainbows crumble
sawdust in my hands~

2004-03-13T21:21:00.000+08:00

haiya.
now i also dunno what to post again.
the thingy says me b'dae is 11 march.
BUT NO! IT'S THE TWELFTH.
12TH12TH12TH12TH12TH!
oh yah.
lemme give you the dirty details
on the swim carn.
okay...
first...
I TIED MY HAIR IN TWO PONYTAILS
WITH GREEN RIBBONS.
PUBLIC ANNOUNCEMENT:
I WILL ONLY DO THIS FOR BUCKLE
AND ON NO OTHER OCCASION.
i wrote "BUCKLE ROCKS!"
in green ink down my arm.
woohoo. *oneth13rteen cheers*
anyways... what do i REALLY
wanna say? other than...
BUCKLE ROCKS MY SOCKS!
wheesies... it DOES. duh.
teacher's race. we all expected mr adriel yap
to like hit the water and sink.
but no... he swam like a fish.
*i guess fats ARE less dense than water*
it was skinny mr connolly who
slowed buckle down even though
zeggy and natty and the other mad people
were cheering for him like...
"HAIRY! HAIRY! HAIRY!"
bah. don't they know that
hair results in more water resistance?
mr kenneth tan and mr halsall
were great though.
ah wells. buckle won the
house cap/ teachers game
"save the baby whales"
we have wonderful house caps.
YAY. *cheers*
amelia. amy. gayle. sabrina.
woohoo. buckle rocks.
dunno the outcome though.
bleagh. had stinky piano theory exam today.
had to skip math olympiad training
and miss the gep food and fun fair.
and i think i failed it too.
ah well. I LOVE EVELYN.
SHE IS SUPER NICE.
wheesies. luv ya, eve-ie!
baha. i shall stop now.
~i'll haunt your dreams for years to come
so kill me...
kill me if you dare~

2004-03-12T08:07:00.000+08:00

IT'S MY BIRTHDAY!
IT'S MY BIRTHDAY!
IT'S MY BIRTHDAY!
yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay.
okay i am blogging now during computer studies.
naughty me.
but who cares?
IT'S MY BIRTHDAY!
happy birthday to me
happy birthday to me
happy birthday to melly
happy birthday to me.
okay so later is swim carn
but never mind.
i shall complain first.
i sms-ed my tu di
christopher and said
"oi tu di, what do you have to say to me?"
and he said,
"what you talking?"
when i shrieked
IT'S MY BIRTHDAY YOU IDIOT
then he apologised
and said happy birthday rather reluctantly.
my class is SO nice.
EVERYONE wished me happy birthday.
oneth13rteen I LOVE YOU.
anyways. i am insulted.
kuang kai needed me to remind him
that it was my birthday
even though i was practically
screaming it all over msn.
especially my nick.
bah. tom and japheth
wished me happy birthday
WITHOUT a reminder. HAH.
thomas seems to have forgotten.
bleagh. ri must be short of guys.
believe it or not, my fellow nanyangites,
KEVIN MARK LEE won
mr sexy in the ri camp thingy.
ewwww.... is all i have to say.
they must have forgotten to take
height into consideration.
wheesies. other class people
wished me happy birthday too.
qing yu... alyssa... claire...
blahblahblah. rachel is sweet.
she is telling me to mention her.
RACHEL I LOVE YOU.
she has really soft cheeks.
like tissue paper.
but what am i crapping about anyway?
baha. i love my class.
i love buckle.
*i'm wearing the nice green shirt*
baha. yona is next to me
reading mingmei's blog.
wheesies. i will blog again
tonight if i can. oh wells.
~my screams will echo in the hallways
my cries will echo in your ears~

2004-03-11T21:39:00.000+08:00

lalala...
i'm very the bored.
oh yeah. public announcement.
former nanyangite rafflesian girls
GO BACK TO NANYANG ON E-LEARNING
WEEK, OKAY?
(it's VERY fun to disturb madam ho)
~killmeifyoudare~

2004-03-11T21:28:00.000+08:00

wheesies...
i dunno what to blog today.
okay...
NO MORE TESTS!
YAAAAAAAAY.
baha. i fell asleep
during the math though.
*pulls face* bah.
the science prac...
freeeeeeakay. bah. i was
desperately trying to light the
bunsen burner while
maintaining a distance of two metres
between it and me.
i shrieked when i did it
or course. lucky mingmei.
dr slatter did it for her.
ah wells. ain't fair.
i did well for my my other lit stuff
and today's test JUST HAD
to be killer.
bah. oh my little daddy,
alyssa, is baaaa-aaack.
yeps. she broke her arm but
she is back stronger than ever!
wheesies. i don't really
feel like saying anything else.
oh yah... our p.e. gym routine...
my group has athena and lintong and steff.
dancers all. lucky me.
all i have to do is learn
to dance in a week.
i have two right feet.
wait... are they feet?
anyways... the gep shirt
is UGLY. but we got our
wonderful green buckle shirt
which is no doubt the prettiest
house shirt ever.
BUCKLE ROCKS!
baha. okays.
TOMORROW'S MY BIRTHDAY!
woohoo.
i'm going to be thiiiiiir-teeeeen.
::who's the be the sacrifice::
~release you from your sins~
killmeifyoudare.

2004-03-10T21:05:00.000+08:00

haiya.
i'm really tired.
what to post?
hmmm...
aiya. elds is really erm... fun
but weird.
acting as the retarded girl
sure is hard.
and mr connolly was pushing me around
in a swivel chair.
*rolls eyes*
bleagh. people are probably going to laugh
their heads off instead.
bah. what else to say?
dance is really cool.
we're doing this modern jazz stuff
that is really fun.
only steff and cheryl and athena
really got it though.
bleagh. and then charlotte
and wenqi, resident class "guys"
were really unenthu.
"move your hips more, girls!"
baha. funfunfun. i love dance.
english compo test.
i barely finished it.
*makes face*
ah wells.
today at 3rd lang centre
tami made the mistake
about eating a lollipop
in front of me.
i have this thing about
poking tami's cheeks,
regardless of whether
there's something there.
baha. i love oceana!
she gave me this really
reallyreallyreally sweet
stuffed bear holding this heart
which says "friends forever!"
love you, alamak!
baha. what else to say?
i don't wanna miss germaaan.
it's SO fun. bleagh.
hmmmm.... that's about it.
oh yah. music test. stinky miss khoo.
"oh you got eight and you sat in front.
GOOD GIRL.
oh rachel you got eight and you're at the back.
must have been luck.
you gep girls so arrogant."
WHATEVER MAN.what? she wants 31 people in one row?
baha. oh wells. it's over.
hope we don't need to see her no more.
can't wait for singing.
but i'll have to see that
scary choirmistress. *shudders*
bah. i finished "kill me if you dare".
or did i mention that before?
bah. i shall stop now.
~killmeifyoudare~
::toiletpaperstranglingme::

2004-03-08T21:01:00.000+08:00

wheeeeee...
i just read mingmei's blog.
she's SUPER nice.
love you, mingmei.
*beams*
okay...
what to say.
today we had science.
and mingmei and i were terrified
of the bunsen burner.
*it's scary, okay*
so yeah... somehow
i ended up holding the
boiling tube over the flame
and shrieking every time
the bubbles started bubbling.
athena was our hero(ine).
she did it! *cheers*
baha. nothing else much to say.
angie... *the theft incident*
don't worry bout the money kay?
i love you!
we all do!
baha.
i want to make this short.
i finished my song
"kill me if you dare"
short and sweet
and dark and eerie.
just the way it should be.
*take the dagger stain it red
wet it with my blood*
~killmeifyoudare~

2004-03-06T20:53:00.000+08:00

fine.
this. is. it.
i have tried time and time again
to download a bloody blog skin.
it's the nice "everybody's fool" one.
(yes, i am a die-hard evanescence fan)
but... guess what?
IT. DOESN'T. WORK.
bleagh. oh, never mind.
today was founder's day.
whatever. i was supposed
to be the spirit. but
guess what?
i can't dance.
(or have you noticed already)
nothing special anyway.
(cheers to the tangram girls though)
so....yeah.
this afternoon i had
chinese tuition.
idiotic victoria boy behind me
doesn't call me raffles' girl
any more thanks to
serene of 1/7.
he considered "raffles girl one"
and "raffles girl two".
(doesn't that just make you think
of bananas in pyjamas?)
but well... she told him my name.
so now he calls me
melissA. its like an "er"
not an "ah".
melissah. ewwww...
but come to think of it...
melisser sounds worse.
but well... *shrugs* that's
the pronunciation i guess.
bah. bah. bah.
the raffles guy beside me
doesn't want to reveal his name.
he doesn't talk much
and when he does
it's horrible.
his voice is breaking.
oh no. mingmei
just told me that there's
a history test next wednesday.
i'm like... "what test?"
oh well... not like
i study anyway.
i lost my juddy
ci yu shou ce.
baha. yes yes yes.
my chinese stinks even more
than my history does.
that's rare.
and now i can't do anything
related to chinese without it.
i must go get a new one.
i have nothing else to say
for the day, or do i?
oh wells. i guess
i don't.
oh, and by the way,
the blog clock is wrong and
i can't be bothered to fix it.
~killmeifyoudare~

2004-03-05T20:43:00.000+08:00

YAY... I HAVE SUCEEDED IN LINKING!
i've only linked the rosythians
so far though.
looks like nanyangites don't blog.
WELL I DO!
baha. yes, yes,
i'm HIIIIIIIGH.
i must learn to bring
out my dark side more.

2004-03-05T19:33:00.000+08:00

okay fine so i posted the same thing twice.
but i'm new at thiiiiiiis!
*breaks down*
i don't even know how to link
or tag or whatever.
i hate all of you.
~killmeifyoudare~

2004-03-05T19:24:00.001+08:00

wheeeeee...
tami has taught me
how to link.
i hope it works.
my computer hates me.
stinky it.
horrible frau tan
made me move over
to the other side of the room
cos she thinks i make too much noise
with husena and rebecca.
*pulls face*
oh well at least now
i sit with buckle people.
BUUUUUUCKLE!
baha. oh wells...
today during german we also learned
how to say 'stupid cow'
and 'bloody monkey'.
pigs are good luck.
YOU PIG!
baha. anyway today
oceana bought fries
and everyone started grabbing
for them, but she
GAVE THEM TO MEEEEEE....
i love my grandson.
*beams*
i love my german class.
NEXT WEEK SWIM CARN
IS MY BIRTHDAY
AND I DON'T WANT TO SKIP
GEEEEEEEEERMAN.
*wails* i guess
i'll try to pontang
or something.
happy birthday to me.
~starshine~
::killmeifyoudare::

2004-03-05T19:24:00.000+08:00

2004-03-05T08:30:00.000+08:00

yo to anyone who is unfortunate enough to be reading this.
i am MelissA. from rgs, oneth13rteen. *class cheers*
this is my second attempt at creating a blog.
*the first one lasted two entries*
oh well. i need more patience.
and i need more computer knowledge.
what else can i say?
i'm a normal girl.
i think
i feel
i love
and i am nothing to the world.
~i'm but a girl in love.~
inamorata. do you love me?
kill me if you dare.